Denial is not a River in Egypt
Monday, December 4th, 2006
BBC Health — Sarah
Caltieri is certain her teenage rebellion cost her sight. A type 1
diabetic since the age of seven, she and her family had always taken
care to ensure she checked her blood sugar levels and had her
injections on time. But when she hit puberty she started to react
against her regimented lifestyle. Sarah wanted to become a performing
artist and believed she was competing in an industry that rated
thinness above all other qualities. Sarah, now 27, and from London,
started taking risks, such as missing out on meals, and developed an
eating disorder. Her sugar levels went haywire and Sarah’s diabetes
started spiralling out of control as she did untold damage to her body.
“Because my life was so centred around eating, I thought I would not
make it in my chosen career because you have to be skinny,” she
said. “I was warned about the complications that could happen if
I carried on, but you never think it will happen to you. “I
wasn’t realising the damage I was doing to my body. It’s not something
that was at the forefront of my mind. “It was the fact that I was
fat. I needed to be thin to be a singer and to be an actor. “And
that was the only way I was going to make it.” The retina is damaged when blood vessels
haemorrhage Sarah started starving herself and bingeing – and
missing injections. She lost weight, but found her sugar-level
problems meant she could not concentrate on learning her lines or
singing so had to put her career on hold. One day she felt really
ill at work and was hit with the realisation that if she did not act
soon she could die. “I think that was the point when I said to
myself: ‘Right, I need help’.” Sarah went for
counselling, got her blood-sugars under control and started feeling
better. But her sight had been badly affected and deteriorated to
the point that she had to be registered blind. Her kidneys were
also damaged, but they have since recovered. (12/04/06)
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